There are ups and downs in our lives. There is also time when we make mistakes. The same mistakes we have made and regretted in the past so much, hoping that finally we would learn from them. However, sometimes things and circumstances turn out differently than we would expect. We feel tired and a bit scared, stuck and blocked that we make the same mistakes again. Then sorrow and guilt come and we are facing the most difficult of consequences. We are trying to release ourselves from our inner pain. We want to forgive ourselves and let go but we do not know how. This is how I have been feeling recently. I have felt a little lost and distant from myself.
I decided to take some time to find my happiness again.
I would like to thank you for all your beautiful comments. Thank you for sharing your autumn thoughts with me. Your words make my autumn posts fully complete.
I decided to take some time to find my happiness again.
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I would like to thank you for all your beautiful comments. Thank you for sharing your autumn thoughts with me. Your words make my autumn posts fully complete.
Aga, I am glad that you are going to take time to find your happiness again. You are so right when you say that there are ups and downs in life. We all face them. We all make mistakes and sometimes we are hardest on ourselves. Things we would easily forgive others for, we less easily forgive in ourself. Your art and your words show us how deeply you feel. I hope that you will take this time to treat yourself with the kindness and tenderness you show each of us when your visit our sites each week.
ReplyDeleteYes, the face reflects doubt and sadness, good work! I hope you find happiness again soon, and will soon pass the bad times!
ReplyDeleteWonderful artwork. That's a very careworn face.
ReplyDeleteI hope you find your happiness again soon x
Lovely drawing of a sad face - we all have times like this! Valerie
ReplyDeleteI love what Ginny has said. I don't feel one needs to find their happiness-I think it's in everyone, sometimes you just have to go deeper into yourself to rediscover it. Your portrait truly evokes the "searching". Here's to rediscovering your happy! XO
ReplyDeleteSo expressive. Sometimes wallowing around in the sadness seems like the right thing to do, knowing that 'this too will pass.' Wishing you all the best as you seek your happy place once again.
ReplyDeletelovely portrait of sadness, hope you find your happy place soon. Happy PPF, Annette x
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Wow you captured such sadness here!! Amazing portrait! So sorry life is rough right now....but choose happiness if you can.... send the guilt away, it is truly a wasted energy... You are a beautiful soul.....grow the good seeds..... hoe the bad ones!! Sending you love and healing light!!
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excellent expression to this
ReplyDeleteBeautiful portrait, great emotion! You feel bad now, that too shall pass, it will, hugs! <3
ReplyDeleteMy dear Aga, I hope giving yourself time and space will let you breathe again, sometimes we all feel like this, and life can be often toughest to those who only deserve happiness. Wishing you strength and love
ReplyDeleteMorag x
What a very pensive portrait. Dear Aga, I hope happiness is walking next to you this week. <3 <3 I know you'll find each other again soon. Take time to embrace and cherish your beautiful self and your resilient and caring spirit. Much love from across the ocean.
ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing your thoughts with us. Your painting is capturing a lot of feeling, it is very beautiful.
ReplyDeleteHow wonderful for you that you were able to meet your friend and your family!
Happy PPF
Ilona
Great portrait, this happens to me from time to time, but I am learning not to feel guilty...
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