Tuesday, 31 January 2017


It is fascinating how fast we develop in the first months of our lives. We are incredibly eager, determined and curious to learn, to try. We love ourselves unconditionally and we are incredibly happy to...be, to live.

I still cannot express how motherhood is powerful and how it opens me, puts people, life, things in different, better perspective and light, how it  teaches me to understand more and feel more.
The most important of all I am so very much  grateful  to be, to be a mother....

Friday, 20 January 2017


Happy New Year to you all!

January is a lesson, reminder that we constantly evolve, that nothing stays the same, that every new moment is a change.It is up to us to go with a change or try to resist it.  January is also a reminder of being lost and found again.

Tuesday, 10 January 2017


Being together always means a connection. There are endless ways of being together. An endless possibilities of relationships. Together for me means being with my family now, being with my son. Loving him, endlessly loving him. Sometimes I feel like every day of being with him is a lesson. He teaches me to love, to cherish, live in the moment,  kindness and patience.
His transition from spirit, to water baby, to infant, to 8 months now. Together.
To be together, to be light, to shine...
Thank you Elliot!

Saturday, 31 December 2016

Everywhere and Nowhere

There are still places which are hardly visible on the maps, with very small population, green and natural, nearly and still forgotten. Places like everywhere and nowhere. Where smart and I brain, I heart and all I technologies hardly or at all exist in everyday life. Where children grow wise and happy in the nature. Where we watch beautiful sunrises, listening to the geese and passing dear on the walk in the woods. Those places are slowly disappearing. Some people call that process a progress. We are lucky to still live in one of those places in the middle of everywhere and nowhere. 

Thursday, 15 December 2016

Little people

Babies, little people with enormous hearts filled with love, so much love. They look into our eyes. They love touch, cuddles, smiles and laugh. They love playing. They always live in the present moment, always in the present tense.
When and how we big people, proudly called ourselves adults lost it?
When and how that transition happens?
They love eye contact, they love touch...
When the fear comes?

Monday, 14 November 2016

New story

My life in the past six months has been full of moments filled with love, love, love, laughter and exhaustion. Summer walked away and preparing to the second winter in Highlands. Nothing is the same. New perception, new story has began since Elliot is with us. Motherhood opens. 
Sometimes I look at my paintings and see past. Elliot is the most beautiful gift which I could ever receive. Elliot is love, joy and kindness. My son, my teacher, my baby. I have never thought that I can love so much.

Tuesday, 19 July 2016

My journey

Drift wood, rain and open fire on the beach, fields of pebbles, red and white cloves, black birds. This is my journey now. I am collecting inspirations to start again one day...

Photos by Scott Spalding